it's been more than 15000 days since i've been on this xanga.... this xanga was like in middle school OMGggg. i'm now a senior at arcadia high school.. FOUR YEARS.. i physically feel sick and sad.... i miss my car. it was like my home.. tha place where i made memories. the thing that kept me safe. kept me out of trouble... so yesterdayyy. i went to ee. and met some of eric's friends... *sigh** i gotta get my life together. i've been noticing that ive been cussing alot and doing alotta shiet.. staying out late wayyy past midnight at times. getting my parents worrying about me which causes alot of problems and trust. sometimes i want them to meet my bf's or wahtever.. so i can bring them into my house and take them out with me when i have family dinners you know. but then again.. they'll probably jump to conclusions.... i'm soooooo fuggin sad.. i know when you guys see me i'll look happy and fine.. but back in my mind. i just got shiet going on in my mind.... blehh
hey!! =] so fun on friday =] haha too bad i had to leave early though.. haha oh wells =] had a good time! the sprite exploded!! haha lol anyhoo..i feel kinda of sleepy...hehe
OMGggg. i'm now a senior at arcadia high school.. FOUR YEARS.. i physically feel sick and sad.... i miss my car. it was like my home.. tha place where i made memories. the thing that kept me safe. kept me out of trouble... so yesterdayyy. i went to ee. and met some of eric's friends... *sigh** i gotta get my life together. i've been noticing that ive been cussing alot and doing alotta shiet.. staying out late wayyy past midnight at times. getting my parents worrying about me which causes alot of problems and trust. sometimes i want them to meet my bf's or wahtever.. so i can bring them into my house and take them out with me when i have family dinners you know. but then again.. they'll probably jump to conclusions.... i'm soooooo fuggin sad.. i know when you guys see me i'll look happy and fine.. but back in my mind. i just got shiet going on in my mind.... blehh 
